Mm.

[ It's very, very hard to resist the urge to find somewhere in this room to curl up tight and hide away right now. Just the mere mention of what caused him and Josh to fight is bad. ]

I can't... I can't forgive her yet, and that's hard on everyone in her blade. On him.

[ Breathe in, breathe out. Try not to so sound so shaken. Try. ]

I guess this is just another reminder of how it seems like the only thing I ever do is screw things up with him.