[ What's not to love about this world? ] I wouldn't say the world's at fault for Hikaru loving it. Not even for not accepting his love at times.
More of [ Brigade thinks of that question he's opted not to ask his brother. Of the woman. ] I blame them for throwing it in his face and making it a bad thing... making his kindness a bad thing.
If you don't want it. Don't take it. But don't throw the flowers onto the floor like a child and scream like it was a bad thing that someone cared for you. [ It's really the image that's come to mind for him, after what he's pieced together of everything everyone's mentioned to him about the matter ]
I apologize if there's resentment really. You never leave a man behind. [ He here's the gunfire in his head again. The grenades and cannon fire. The screams and pleas. ] Especially not someone you call your brother.
It's okay if they lagged behind cause they were tired, or just not enough. It's okay if they chose not to, and just walked away. [ Brigade pauses and takes a deep drink from the bottle ]
I'm not okay with them blaming him for devoting his life to a good cause and inadvertently having less time for them... cause he never forgets them and he will make time for them... [ Brigade pauses ]
It's not okay that he gets blamed for destroying precious things... killing beloved people, when he goes out of control. [ He's heard the stories. Bladian rapture. ] When he's not in control. [ Hikaru's constant wrestle with Death, throughout his life and even after the 28th cycle ]
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More of [ Brigade thinks of that question he's opted not to ask his brother. Of the woman. ] I blame them for throwing it in his face and making it a bad thing... making his kindness a bad thing.
If you don't want it. Don't take it. But don't throw the flowers onto the floor like a child and scream like it was a bad thing that someone cared for you. [ It's really the image that's come to mind for him, after what he's pieced together of everything everyone's mentioned to him about the matter ]
I apologize if there's resentment really. You never leave a man behind. [ He here's the gunfire in his head again. The grenades and cannon fire. The screams and pleas. ] Especially not someone you call your brother.
It's okay if they lagged behind cause they were tired, or just not enough. It's okay if they chose not to, and just walked away. [ Brigade pauses and takes a deep drink from the bottle ]
I'm not okay with them blaming him for devoting his life to a good cause and inadvertently having less time for them... cause he never forgets them and he will make time for them... [ Brigade pauses ]
It's not okay that he gets blamed for destroying precious things... killing beloved people, when he goes out of control. [ He's heard the stories. Bladian rapture. ] When he's not in control. [ Hikaru's constant wrestle with Death, throughout his life and even after the 28th cycle ]
He didn't ask to be a weapon.